I'm melancholy.... My youngest daughter is moving away and I've never been away from her.... she has traveled; has done coursework for her degree in veterinary medicine, but NOT moved away, bought a home in another state, and packed up and left....and yet, that is what's happening...
I'm very happy for her, for all of her success and for all of the joy in her life.... I know I will get used to it, but right now, I'm just a bit melancholy....this is her last weekend in Colorado....for well, who knows?
So...looking back, in 2010, right about this time of year...I wrote this in my blog, so instead of just writing sad stuff, I want to think about all of the good....and I'll get back on track in a few weeks, so please bear with me. My middle daughter and I are going to have to get used to this...we hang out with her a LOT.
so here goes....
Amanda and a fellow Canadian vet student with... yes, a SNAKE! |
Amanda and Chad |
The EnviroVet program takes veterinarians, doctors, and veterinary students to places they could only imagine. Amanda has learned how to use a blow dart, dissect a snake, do things I can't even pronounce! I learn through her, and it's a journey of a lifetime.
Here she is working on a brown pelican |
Here, they are doing a dissection of an alligator |
Her wonderful guy and I are painting and prepping their townhouse, I'm cleaning and organizing her closets ( I know, I know....she's going to 'freak' out when she comes home ) and I'm making LOTS of things for the wedding, including the favors, table decorations, parts of the wedding clothes for the little flower girls...and of course, the cupcakes!
Here's a few of the decorations and things we've been working on:
Boxes of favors are completed, each filled with organza bags filled with organic lavender |
seeded papers to help plant wildflowers instead of weeds... |
Boutonnieres for the groomsmen and significant male folk |
And of course....the little flower girls....here's the youngest....in her 'dress' rehearsal. I don't want to give it ALL away.....but I'll post wedding photos and such after the wedding....love to all!
She is wearing little 'glass' slippers with butterflies on them So, I'm SO HAPPY to hear from you Amanda!! We're all waiting for you to come home and walk down the aisle!! |
Amanda...you make me unbelievably proud and you've shown me, your sisters, and everyone else around you that to dream is to be....and that when we want something badly enough, we must persevere!
Now, two years later, this young woman, my daughter, is married, has graduated from vet school and is now a doctor...and she's going to go on to pursue a PhD at another university in another state....she wants to teach other veterinarians at the University level AND she wants to do wonderful things to save and protect our wildlife and planet....she would truly like to be the next Jane Goodall. She and her husband are planning to start a family.... and I'd just love to have you all with me to wish them both all of the best and to send them off with blessings of good health, joy and love....
this mom has got to pull it together here.....
Now, two years later, this young woman, my daughter, is married, has graduated from vet school and is now a doctor...and she's going to go on to pursue a PhD at another university in another state....she wants to teach other veterinarians at the University level AND she wants to do wonderful things to save and protect our wildlife and planet....she would truly like to be the next Jane Goodall. She and her husband are planning to start a family.... and I'd just love to have you all with me to wish them both all of the best and to send them off with blessings of good health, joy and love....
this mom has got to pull it together here.....
Ah Joann. I know that the aim of all parents is to raise children just the way you have...to be self-sufficient, confident, achieving, kind & thoughtful happy adults...but how it must ache when they leave you, pleased as you are for them! I do join you in wishing your beautiful baby everything good in her new adventures! And you'll always be Mom & you'll always mean 'home' to her. Sending much love & hugs to you sweetie xoxoxo
ReplyDeleteThank you so much Rachel....I appreciate the support, love, and hugs....
DeleteDearest Joann,
ReplyDeleteI hear you and I can totally understand how you must be feeling. I am a mother too. You are feeling melancholy and you can't help it and that is okay. I am here, along with you, sending all my good wishes for Amanda to have a safe, happy, healthy, loving journey.
"Sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together" - Marilyn Monroe
The universe is shifting to accomodate your daughter, her dreams and wishes. It will be an adjustment for you, but good things are in store. Love and hugs...
Rosinda
Joann,
ReplyDeleteYour pride leaps off the page! What a wonderful daughter you have. Bittersweet times will bear fruit for you and for your daughter as she journeys into all that lies ahead. Waking up to emptiness can be a lonely feeling, but I know you will soon fill your heart up to overflowing with good things and happy thoughts. I appreciate all you share. xo Georgie
P.S. Rachael and Rosinda... love you thoughts too!
SO happy for you Joann, for the good job you have done, for the lovely daughter you've raised! Congratulations . . . she will always be your baby. xoxo Sending love . . . Susan
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